I know it sounds dumb of me, but I’d put my feelings on the line for anyone. I’d rather go through hell because at the end of the day I know I can take more than most people and that may sound cocky but idc. I prefer suffering than watching others suffer I guess that’s possibly one of my biggest flaws but I’d rather go out of my way and ruin my day for someone than to watch others go through painful processes.
After all the tears, the breaking down, the emotional fuck ups the heart ache and the feeling of worthlessness, who would have thought that the people that were there for me would come through to help me bounce back. I thank them and I feel more than lucky to have them in my life these are people that I’ve come to know and love. They helped me accept myself for who I am. I refuse to change for anyone and that’s that I’m me, I have strong points as well as many more flaws but if you can’t accept me it isn’t my fault now is it? I guess I really wasn’t enough, but I’m okay with that, because things are looking up.
I gave up on us not because of me, but because of your inability to work with me.
It’s clear to me that one mistake I made cannot be fixed I wish I was more hopeful.